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Update [Tuesday. Apr. 15th 2008
2:13pm

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[ mood | calm ]

Ok, I'm back from my trip now.
The last time I posted, I was very upset, and fighting tears. I managed not to cry even though I was getting screamed at for no reason.  I really didn't do anything. I just had too many people wanting me to do things for them, and make them happy. I just couldn't make ALL of them happy. Soooo, I got screamed at for not being able to.
I wanted to yell back and get mad back, but I didn't. I also wanted to run way -- Get to my own little world and hide. She and her brother were being a bit vicious at the time to me.
I was super upset, and that night was not much fun at all for a while. While I was getting screamed at, I left the room and went to a friend's room down the hall to hide. SHe saw how upset I was. I told her not to yell at the person who was yelling at me, but she was mad because I was so upset. (And yes, I now know going to her to hide was a bad idea) She came to the room and started yelling at the girl who was yelling at me. I told her not to yell at her, it would make it worse. But she did anyways, and then that made the whole thing an even bigger mess that it started out being. Then the girl who was mad to begin with was furious with both of us. At that point, when they were yelling at each other, I then had to play go-between/peacemaker. Oddly enough, I was able to sooth them. I even got it to where they calmed down.
Even though I got them calm, it was still a bad time. I managed to get the two of them to go out for some fun. (And I payed for both of them to have fun) I was walking on glass all night.
The only perk was that in going out, I got to see Mark. He and his friends hung out with us. (Hehehe, but then I also had to make sure my two friends didn't lash out at the guys and drag them into the fight. At one point I had to do a lot of dancing around to keep that from happening) Still, I was happy to see Mark.

After that, to calm the girl who was originally so angry with me for not keeping her happy to start with, I took her out again and had to buy her food since she wanted it. I didn't mind. But she did buy a lot of food. *shrugs* But she didn't care since it was on me. LOL! Oh well.
My night perked after that, even though she still gave me crap now and then for the rest of the night. I got to talk to Mark online.
I didn't tell him anything that happened. I even covered for the other girls when he ask if they were being nuts. But he was so sweet to me, it was amazing. He told me how much he'd miss me when I went on my trip and such. Then he said he would miss me a lot, and wished I could stay, but he knew I'd have a lot of fun on the trip, so as long as I was happy, he was happy. Such as that. He made me feel a lot better. ^_^ He was an angel. He was kinda my Knight in Shining Armor that night -- Protecting me, in a way.


Needless to say, I did not miss the girls on my trip AT ALL. However, I missed Yuki.... *giggles* And I missed Mark a lot as well. No one is supposed to know that though. Hehehehe! But yes, he made me feel better.
When I got back, the second he saw me, he ran over and gave me a hug. ^_^ It made me day. I didn't mind that at all.  So yes.
Maybe soon, I will tell you all what Mark and I did last night. ^_^ We got to hang out. And no, there was no kiss involved.
 

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*sighs* [Wednesday. Apr. 9th 2008
8:43pm

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[ mood | angry ]

I'm about to cry. I just got yelled at, even cussed at a bit. I didn't do anything, but I got told off.  I'm getting yelled at because I couldn't make everyone who wanted me to happy. I couldn't fix it so everyone got their way in this thing.
I try hard to be good to everyone, but I can't make everyone happy. Everyone wants me to make them happy, they expect me to do everything for them.  They don't ask me, they expect me to just do everything to make them happy.  I can't do it. I want to cry. I really do.
I'm having a hard time not crying right now. I'm still getting it even now, as I type. I think I'm going to run away. I'm glad I'm leaving tomorrow!!! SO glad. At least I get away from these people. I'm sick of trying to keep everyone happy, I can't do it when they all want something different from me. I'm glad I'm going on a trip.

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Things I learned [Wednesday. Apr. 9th 2008
4:02pm

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[ mood | okay ]

I learned many things today. I thought I would share what people told me with others.

I was taught these things today:

Straight flush: five cards of the same suit, in sequence (e.g., 5, 6, 7, 8, and 9 of clubs)
Full house: a pair and a triple (e.g., two 3s, three 4s)
Flush: five cards of one suit, in any order
Straight: five cards in sequence, in any suit
Three of a kind: three cards of the same number
Two pairs: two sets of two cards of the same number
One pair: two cards of the same number.

Tie a Tie
How: To make the classic half-Windsor knot, a tip from a salesman at the fabulously fashionable Louis Boston fine-clothing store in Boston. Hang the tie around the neck, with the narrow end on the left side and the wide end hanging down about twice as long on the right side. Cross the wide end over (to their left), under (to their right), and then back over the narrow end. Now pull the wide end up through the opening at the neck and down through the loop you've just made. Tighten the knot, but not all the way. Putting your thumb or forefinger just below the knot, make that small dimple you've seen on men of style, then pull the knot up to the neck and tighten it.

Ultimate Chocolate-Chip Cookies

Whisk together 1 1/2 cups flour, 1 teaspoon baking soda, and 1 teaspoon salt; set aside. Beat together 1 cup butter-flavored solid vegetable shortening, 1/2 cup sugar, 1 cup light brown sugar, and 1 teaspoon vanilla until creamy. Beat in 2 eggs until light and fluffy. Gradually beat in the flour mixture and 2 cups old-fashioned oats. Stir in a 12-ounce package of semisweet chocolate chips. Drop batter by tablespoonfuls onto parchment-lined baking sheets and bake at 350° for 10 to 12 minutes. Makes 52 cookies.
 
Make a Perfect Steak

How: Go for a porterhouse cut of USDA prime beef.  "Make sure it's cherry red," says Rice. "The less red a cut of steak, the drier it will be." Also, look for a cut with flecks of fat throughout and with close-trimmed white fat around the border.

Pan-Broiled Porterhouse Steak: Sprinkle one side of a 1 3/4-pound porterhouse steak with 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper and 1 tablespoon chopped fresh thyme; pat the seasonings into the meat. Coat a plate with 1 tablespoon vegetable oil and place the steak, seasoned side down, on the plate. Sprinkle 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper and 1 tablespoon chopped fresh thyme on top of the steak and drizzle with 1 tablespoon vegetable oil; let stand at room temperature for 30 minutes. Lightly coat the bottom of a cast-iron or other heavy-bottomed skillet with vegetable oil using a paper towel. Heat the skillet on medium high until hot. Place the steak in the skillet and cook 5 minutes; turn and cook 5 minutes more for medium rare, or to desired degree of doneness. Let stand 5 minutes and then slice.


Perfect Backrub

 
1. Set the stage:  Put on calming music, and maybe light some candles. Then have them lie down on a mat (since it's firmer than a bed).

2. Add a few drops of essential oil (such as lavender, which is calming, or citrus for a more invigorating rub) to mild vegetable oil (meaning something with no scent — say, corn or canola oil rather than peanut or olive). Kneel, either at the head or by their side. Now pour a quarter-size drop of oil into one palm, rub your hands together, and hold them about an inch above the body, moving your hands up the spine.

3. Slowly slide your hands down the upper back, down both sides of the spine, and over the sacrum (the triangular bone at the base of the spine). Run your hands up his sides, with your thumb on top and your fingers cupped around the rib cage; then let your hands travel across the shoulders and up the neck. Rest them on the back of their head.

4. Get ready to work it. Begin stroking up the sides of the back, gradually increasing pressure and eventually putting your full weight on the heels of your palms or even your elbows. Move parallel to the spine or zigzag your hands across it: Tuck both hands under one side, then draw them alternately across the back, letting one hand overlap with the other. Another neat trick: Knead fleshy areas with your fists (but don't apply direct pressure to bony areas, like the spine).

5. For a fabulous finish, try "feathering": lightly brushing the body with your fingertips. That soothes the nerves. "Some people can take an hour of just that." -Rolnick

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Color test [Friday. Mar. 14th 2008
7:29pm

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[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Made to Love by Toby Mac ]

Color Code:

Congratulations, you are a WHITE personality. The Core Motivation that guides you through life is "Peace." This is not referring to a political agenda or the absence of war. It is, however, an absence of inner conflict, much closer to the idea of serenity, and an acceptance of oneself and others. You have a strong and compelling need to keep things in balance in your life so as to maintain an internal feeling of tranquility and comfort.

As a WHITE, you seek independence and require kindness, especially from those with whom you are in a relationship. You resist confrontation at all costs. (To you, feeling good internally is even more important than being good.) You are quiet by nature, process things very deeply and objectively with great clarity. Of all the colors, WHITES are the best listeners. You respect people who are direct but recoil from perceived hostility or verbal battle.

You need your "alone time" and refuse to be controlled by others. WHITES want to do things their own way and in their own time. They ask little of others and resent others demanding much of them. You are probably much stronger than people think, but are not often seen for your strength because you don't easily reveal your feelings.

Whites Are

Accepting Adaptable
Agreeable Considerate
Diplomatic Easy-Going
Even-Tempered Good Listener
Inventive Kind
Patient Pleasant
Satisfied Tolerant

Why You're Hot

You Are A Superb Listener

Have you ever heard your friends complaining about how their (boyfriends / girlfriends) don't listen to them, not understanding how this could be? It's because you listen so naturally. This is such a turn-on, because your partner will feel your interest in them and know that you hear even what they are not saying.

You Make Others Feel Comfortable

You have a way of putting people at ease. You don't try to intimidate or make things too formal. In fact, you prefer creating a very relaxed and open atmosphere, which works to your advantage, because the (men/women) in your life like to know that you are accessible and approachable, and that they don't have to put on a big show to be with you. In fact, they know that they can be more real with you, because of your accepting nature.

You Are Receptive To Your Partner's Input
You See Things Very Clearly And Objectively
You Are Very Adaptable
You Are Not Judgmental
You Shine When In Your Element
You Are Calm Under Pressure

Why You're Not

You Tend To Be Too Accommodating

As a WHITE, you have the tendency to accommodate what others want instead of having to tell them "no". Consequently, you tend to get overloaded with what other people expect of you and soon you can become overwhelmed or end up doing things that you do not enjoy. What happens is that you allow others to take control of the direction of your life instead of you driving towards the life that you and your partner desire.

Your Dislike Of Conflict Blocks Honest Conversation

WHITES do NOT enjoy conflict in the least. It is the opposite of what you crave through your Core Motive of Peace. Rather than get into an argument with your partner, for example, you would rather pretend that everything's okay, or you would rather lie in a conversation rather than tell him what you really think and risk the potential resulting conflict. So you don't say anything, until it bugs you so much that a month later it comes out. Let's be clear... dishonesty is not attractive especially when a severe case of "lack-of-backbone-itis," lies at the heart of it, so don't go there.

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I took a test [Saturday. Mar. 8th 2008
9:06pm

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[ mood | artistic ]

Agreeableness

You are best described as: USUALLY TAKING CARE OF OTHERS

Words describing you:

Understanding  Unquestioning Humane Selfless Gentle Kindhearted Gullible

How you interact with others:

        Here's one important truth about you: you have a tender heart. Yes, you know that others need to learn to take care of themselves. Yes, you know they need to accept the consequences of their foolish or bad behavior. And sometimes, even when your instinct is to help them, you will let them fend for themselves and let them suffer the consequences of their choices or circumstances.<BR><BR>But most of the time you are there to help when they need you. If they are in trouble, you offer compassion and go out of your way to be helpful. If they need someone who will listen, you are trustworthy and sympathetic. And you are direct with them; when they need advice or counsel, you offer it in a straightforward, direct manner, without beating around the bush.<BR><BR>You're also smart enough to know that you cannot take good care of others if you fail to take good care of yourself, so you listen to your own wants and needs. If you've run out of sympathetic energy, you spend time restoring yourself. If you've ignored your own pain or frustration, you find a friend who will listen well, or go into your own private healing place and give yourself permission to focus on you. <BR><BR>But before long, you're back at it with your friends, offering a sympathetic ear and compassion on which they learn to trust, also giving straightforward advice and counsel when they ask for it. You do know how to take care of yourself, but your genuine interest is in taking care of others.

Negative reactions people may have toward you:

        Selfish people might be embarrassed by you. While they're using their time and energy almost exclusively on themselves, they see you giving time to others, and your kindness puts them in a bad light.<BR><BR>Maybe they'll think you're a phony, that you use your altruism to get others indebted to you so they'll then owe you a favor. Or perhaps they'll accuse you, directly or behind your back, of focusing on the needs of others so no one ever focuses on your foibles or your genuine wounds.<BR><BR>All of these are false accusations; yours is a genuine compassion, because you truly have a tender heart. One criticism might be more substantial, though. People might notice when you let things get out of balance and spend so much time responding to others that you neglect your own needs.<BR><BR>Perhaps it's true to some extent that you are more comfortable when the focus is on someone else's needs than when you and your needs are front and center, and this may be a criticism worth paying attention to.

Emotional Stability

You are: Sometimes Steady, Sometimes Responsive

Words that describe you:

Adaptable  Engaged  Able to Cope  Perceptive  Receptive Aware  Avid

 

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[Wednesday. Feb. 27th 2008
11:15pm

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[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | Nickleback: If everyone Cared ]

Hmmmm.... I have not really been updating these days. I've been way busy. SUPER BUSY. Today was the hardest day this week though, and I'm glad it is over. I had two big test things today.  The first was in math. HATE MATH. I'm no good at it, it makes no sense to me. P ^ Q or a thing by p or whatever. I don't get that. What the heck is that! Why do I care what p =? I don't even get what p has to do with anything! Nor do I see what a or x have to do with anything. Seriously, what do I care. Like I go around doing that in every day stuff. I never have gotten that. Hahaha, ok, that was my little math rant there. But yeah.
After that was THE HARDEST one. ESH! I hope I lived through it! It was so hard, and long. 100 questions I think, and all of them were super hard. 6 essays, or more, I forget. >.< It was seriously hard. I hate to think that the was not even the FINAL, which will be harder.... plus we have other tests too. EESH. I hope I don't die. I hope I can keep my grades up. I felt even more pressured though, cause I have a friend in there. He is always coming to me for help in the class. I get that class, so I can help him. But the tests... are hard to understand, and the teacher is know for trick questions. I just know if I do badly, he will never let me live it down. He is a good friend, but he is the type to hold that over me. WHat would be worse is if he did better than me. >.< I gues I should not care what he thinks, but somehow I do. I don't wanna look like an idiot. Hehehehe! But yeah. I am a tutor to several students actually. It's crazy.  I even have a job as a tutor here now. Even though I do most of my tutoring for free. It kind stumbled into the job. I'd been tutoring a girl for a bit, but then one of the bosses here came to me and ask if I would consider being a tutor as a job here at the school. I was shocked. But I though, hey, why not, I do it all the time anyways, why not get payed. So I took the job. SO far it is good.
Today I found something out that made me cry.  I had to leave the room and hide in the bathroom so people wouldn't see me. I only cried a little. It should not have made me cry, but I guess it was just that kinda day. Maybe I just couldn't take any more stuff. Dumb I think... that I cried over some bad news. Hmp, I try not to be that weak. ^.^ Oh well. I don't plan to do it again.
SO yeah, there is a little update for ya. Well.... Mmmm yep.

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Small update [Monday. Feb. 4th 2008
8:14pm

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[ mood | hopeful ]

More here! )

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Hehehe! [Saturday. Oct. 20th 2007
11:53pm

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[ mood | cheerful ]







Which Fruits Basket Character Are You?




You're Yuki - the mouse.
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I never knew I was a mouse till now... It might be a problemsice my friend is a CAT! I just had to r fr y life! O.O It is such big world! *looks up at evrything* ACH! *sees my the ca comming and hides in a drawer*
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^^ [Saturday. Oct. 20th 2007
11:46pm

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What Tsubasa character are you?
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You scored as Fai

You are Fai D. Flowrite, my favorite character in Tsubasa. Hooray for you! You act care free but you really have a big secret to hide. You are very talented and like to tease serious people.

Fai

68%

Kurogane

64%

Mokona

61%

Syaoran

57%

Sakura

50%

Yuuko

43%

Tomoyo

29%
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Ok [Saturday. Oct. 20th 2007
11:34pm

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Who is your inner CLAMP character?
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You scored as Chii

According to results, you are most like Chii from Chobits. Innocent, adorable and fresh, you love learning new things and exploring the world, even though it might get you in to trouble from time to time. You are happy in your own little world, and you feel best when you are able to show those around you how much you care. Just remember to "recharge" yourself from time to time and you'll be just fine.

Chii

92%

Fai

88%

Watanuki

83%

Hokuto

63%

Miyuki-chan

63%

Sakura

63%

Kurogane

63%

Kamui

58%

Seishirou

58%

Yuuko

58%

Kero-chan

21%
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[Saturday. Oct. 20th 2007
2:23am

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[ mood | amused ]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUvo-xEnWu4
XD For halloween



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=96NFqGqzRVs

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[Saturday. Oct. 20th 2007
1:37am

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[ mood | amused ]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=96NFqGqzRVs



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGqO4S3naMc



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYjwyu_evBs



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZmnLOzHb-8



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvC3SDNNVlI



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQrhXI_IwXs



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJU7PphiqaM



This isfor my friend [info]kazetenshi ^_^ This is super cute, and know you will like it! ^_^

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[Wednesday. Sep. 12th 2007
4:11pm

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[ mood | calm ]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbQXTI8SNRM



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uVpDFGvvZY0



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lbibAYc8ig



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Fza1fO6YME



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ANh4X7lX3hw



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=14hcX77rLFY



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdlfDSL6ImQ



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k4phRAj_arY

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[Thursday. Sep. 6th 2007
11:32pm

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[ mood | happy ]

I am pretty excited today. Not that anything super exciting happened today, but it was a good day. SO I am pretty happy about it being an ok day. Pluss I got a new addy and a forum thing my best friend made me. ^_^

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[Wednesday. Jul. 4th 2007
12:36am

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[ mood | calm ]

There is something I decide to say. This is because < lj user=KazeTenshi> is the coolest person in the world. ^_^ I just decided to tell her how cool of a person she is. I guess she is about the best friend I have in the whole world. I mean that. I am not closer to anyone. Even people I see every day. I trust her more than anyone else. [info]kazetenshi is such a cool person. ^_^ *hugs her* Before I met her I stopped trusting in my friends. I'd been hurt a lot of times before so I just stopped trusting my friends at all. I just stopped trusting in anymore at all. She made me trust in her. ^_^ It was not hard either. She is the best person ever. I trust her totally. I still don't trust people too well, but I do trust her. She is really the best friend I have in the world, and I totally love her. I wish we were related! ^_^ Hehehe! I truely do not have anyone in my life I trust more or that I feel closer to. ^_^ I'm learning to trust again because of her. She showed me that not everyone is so bad. ^_^ Hehehehe! This whole things sounded so not as good as I wanted it to. I'm trying to tell her how special she is, but it is comin out sounding dumbish.
Anyways! Your the coolest person ever! *hugs*

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[Sunday. Jul. 1st 2007
10:28pm

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[ mood | distressed ]

I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo creapyed out today!!!!!!!!!!!! That was just not cooL! SO WRONG! SO WRONG SO WRONG SO WRONG! SO NOT COOL SO NOT COOL! *goes crazy*
I would not have been so upset if it was not for th other trouble. Having that and then this happening totally made it worse, sure not better. It freaked me out soooooo bad.  *bangs head into walls*

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[Saturday. Jun. 23rd 2007
12:53am

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[ mood | happy ]

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=1320170198

Haruhi in AMV-land

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Breathe

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This breathe sone kinda confused me. Maybe I'm easy to confuse. I liked the "cause I love you, can't help but love you" part for Haruhi and Tamaki though! ^_^

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[Thursday. Jun. 21st 2007
10:57pm

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[ mood | content ]







What is your Inner Elemental Angel? (Girls only. With beautiful anime pics!)




You are the angel of Purity and Light. When you see someone in need and in pain you are always there to comfort them. You help people as much as you can and never stop giving. People love you for always giving your all and for staying a good friend. Your element: Light
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[Tuesday. Jun. 19th 2007
2:19pm

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[ mood | crazy ]

*tears*  I had such a bad week.  My comp CRASHED!  The hard drive was totaled! Gone!  All my stuff is gone!  I finally got everything set up with my new one, but I still lost it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. *cries a lot*  Actually, when I realized I lost all my stuff, I did cry a little.  It made me sad!!!!  So fun! NOT!

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[Saturday. Jun. 9th 2007
12:45am

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What Does The Color Of Your Eyes Say About You? (Detailed Results!!!)



BrownBrown is the most common color of eyes. It usually occurs in people who are kind, smart, gentle, and sensitive. You are most likely a very deep person who likes to think a lot about anything and everything. You like to learn new things and put them to use. You aren't afraid to work and help others. Although you are kind, you might be a bit opinionated or moody. People usually gravitate towards you because you send out friendly vibes. You most likely have a lot of friends but only a few CLOSE friends. You are probably a very proud person and have high self esteem.
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